Just a quick picture as a reminder of how HUGE I am!!! Here are some comments I've received in the last couple of days:
"Are you sure there's only one in there?"
"Oh my God you're HUGE!"
"You aren't having twins, are you?"
"You should've popped, like, yesterday!"
"Holy PREGNANT!"
Am I sad that soon this baby will no longer be moving around inside me? HELL NO! Get him out!!!
I am sad about the ending of an era, however. The last few weeks have been tough on me mentally and emotionally because, as much as I want this new baby, Julia and I have been "buddies" for two and half years now. She will never be the youngest again. She will never be my only (biological) child again. She and I have grown so close, I don't want that bond to weaken. So I have been trying, as best I can, to make every moment count... make it last. I will miss our "girl time" when Elias comes home, but I hope that she will always know how much I love her. She is my baby girl. I can't help but feel a certain sense of loss at our gain of this new life.
Well, folks, to quote Sylvia Plath, "I've boarded the train/ There's no getting off"
Until tomorrow!!!
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